http://suicidffbey666ur5gspccbcw2zc7yoat34wbybqa3boei6bysflbvqd.onion/threads/general-thread-for-my-vents-about-wanting-to-die.172577/page-80
I personally only see non-existence as peace, I just want to fall asleep permanently and finally be free from the futile, torturous burden of existing where I'm just hoping for death, to me existence really is the problem and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from all the cruelty and suffering.