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Nothing no matter what would make me wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing rather I just want to be unconscious for all eternity, existence to me always feels like the most terrible tragic mistake and it's one only non-existence could bring me relief from, all I wish is to never suffer ever again, I just hope for the peace of ceasing to exist where all is finally forgotten and there is no more pain, no more suffering.