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Non-existence really is all I hope for and could ever do, I just want some peace from all the suffering and cruelty in this futile, torturous existence and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer ever again, non-existence would solve everything for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an permanent sleep where all is finally forgotten and to be permanently free from all the suffering is all I see as desirable.