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I just wish more than anything I was never burdened with this existence that just causes and brings all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it, I just wish I was never forced to suffer at all, I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily just to be tortured by old age and it terrifies me how a human can suffer for so long, existence to me really is the most cruel imposition that causes all of this...