http://suicidffbey666ur5gspccbcw2zc7yoat34wbybqa3boei6bysflbvqd.onion/threads/general-thread-for-my-vents-about-wanting-to-die.172577/page-78
I could just never see any point to any of this and it'll all just be gone anyway so I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option of a peaceful guaranteed death to save myself from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence where I'm just waiting to die even know death is all that's inevitable anyway, the thought of suffering enslaved in this existence until old age is so terrifying to me, I truly would prefer to not exist than suffer...