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One of the first signs that this is working, is if when you stop uttering the mantras, and just breathe normally without eyes still closed, your mind should be able to remain at ease, without thinking unecessarily. Over time, once again you will be able to enjoy the sunrise in the morning, you may rediscover small things that you may have forgotten about, such as how beautiful nature can be, and how peaceful it can be.